Savanah, Thai Woman from Bangkok, Thailand now Online on ThaiLoveLines.com - Thai Dating & Singles

Sawadee kha!Hi my name is Savanah ..,Im 25 years old and I am single now! First of all,please don't judge me with my picture on my profile! Im not desperate woman! Its my way to show art and passion.I would say im very transparent and maybe im way too much out of it, better that way than hiding dirt under the carpet. Everyone has freedom to speak what's in our mind but we dont have the right to judge anyone just because of what we can see by our naked eye!No one is perfect in this world, its for us to accept ourselves and be who we are, I myself i wonder why i do exist in this world as ladyboy why not as a genetic woman? but i believe God has a purpose why he made this happen. So, for all people who dont understand and accept ladyboy i hope at least u know that we are also a human..we desserve to love and be loved,not to be discriminated nor get disrespected coz we ladyboys are not a burden.The fact that we ladyboys posses of combined man and woman's personality, character and attitude and it seems we are flexible to do anything and be productive!Since i was young i know that im a girl trapped in a man's body but i dint got a nerve to come out coz of fear that was holding me back. Maybe u dont have idea how hard it was to pretend as a man from the time i got mind up to the time i decided to come out from the shell and turn to a beautiful swan..lol It was the hardest part of my life.I was like a bird in a cage who just wanted to be free. I was afraid to come out as a woman coz of my family would maybe get mad at me and kick my virgin ass out of the house! Hahaha After i graduate high school i left home and move to Manila City. My parents told me they cant send me to college so i decided to find work .I left home with nothin just my dreams and hope! I dint know that it was the way to open a door for me to come out as a woman. That was the time that i feel free to do what i want. I started my transition when i was 21. From that time i use all power and energy to look and live like a woman. I took lots of hormones and stuff..and my body responded to it fast! I started to wear dress and heels when i feel my body was ready and fit to wear such..so i never been a crossdresser! The first time i wear dress and heels in public my friends were so happy to see me..they said i look much better as a woman! It was a compliment and i was so happy coz all my hard works,sacrifices and expenses was worth it,Now i found myself with peace and freedom and i live fearless with other people shadows..the hell i care what people say! I'll do whatever i want as long as i dont harm anyone.And to my family i will surprise them when i get back home.Its almost 8 years i havent seen my family! I miss them so much i will come home when the time is right,I dream to come home with my loving man beside me to prove to my family that i made a right decision.I hope in that way they would accept and love me even more.One thing i promise to myself i maybe have a drastic change as a woman but the thought of my parents and how they raise me as person with love and respect will remain and will always keep my feet on the ground.I value the most the beauty deep in my skin but of course im a woman i take care of myself to look good at my best always as much as i can be! I still take hormones its been 4 years now but tryin to lessen it coz im afraid not getting pleasure anymore! Thats the effect in a long run of taking this stuff..but so far im still active and functional..and the best side effect of hormones happened to me is my tits are milking! Yeah!! Im saving money for breast inplant coz i want to achieve a cup C size! I think that sexy for me.Im open minded woman, Im flexible in any ways lol I'm versatile can do both ways..but to be honest i feel in heaven when im top! Thats why i dont have plan to cut it off..If i find a man that i love and he loves me too but the extra is an issue i would sacrifice to cut it off! Thats how much love i can give!